Friday, August 13, 2010
08121930 , a new chapter of my love story started . I love my baby a lot a lot . Miss her so much right now , but will be meeting her later . So i just have to endure now . Never thought that she and i will be together cos long time no contact le then feelings faded . But all the obstacles are nothing compared to the feelings we had for each other . And then , we are together . I really hope to last with my dearest baby ! She is the one and only i wanna love in my life . I will try my very best to give you whatever i can , cos you are worth my effort . Baby , dont leave me okay ? Cos i really need you in my life and no one can replace your position in my heart . And we must show that bitch that we are the sweetest in this world , jiayous together ! Baby iloveyou , muacks !
Love,
Derrick Minoru™
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3:09 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Not going to post tomorrow bahs i think , so i try to post as much as i can today to make up for tomorrow if i didnt manage to post . Today just signed my off pass and im going on off tomorrow . Tonight im heading down to butter , cos its ladies night ! But i dont think i have the mood to club tonight , cos a lot of things happened . Today morning at about 1 plus , she helped me to tell Rosabel to stop pestering me cos im really suffering so much . I dontknow whether it is the right decision to say that to her but i guess now its gonna be this way . I got my answer too , she dont need me at all . Im just a toy to her , once again . What my friends said is correct , what for i hold on to this broken relationship when the other party has already given up . Miracles only happen one out of a million . After whole night of thinking , its time for me to really say goodbye to the one i spent 7 months on and move on with my life . My heart will ache and i will break down , but i know that i must be strong . There are lots of people out there that care for me and i cannot let them down . Jiayous to myself ! Gonna end here , ciaos ..
Love,
Derrick Minoru™
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2:45 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
How i wish you didnt appear in my life at all . After 7 months of suffering , i thought its time to put everything at the back of my head and start a new relationship . But i was wrong , you reappeared in my life , causing much more damage than expected . Why ? Why must you reappear in my life ? If it is your plan to hurt me much more , please stop . Cos i really dontwant to get anymore pain . The suffering i got from you is already too much for me to handle , and now you are adding more to it . What am i suppose to do ? Sit here and let myself getting hurt by you ? I dontknow . I still love you , but do you know ? You only hate me , there no love from you anymore . I really wanna know the motive for you to reappear in my life . TELL ME WHAT TO DO ! Can i love you once more , cos i really want to ..
Love,
Derrick Minoru™
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4:59 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
Happy National Day ! Wish Singapore a happy 45th birthday . Okays today whole day at home doing nothing . Damn shyt . Wanted to go butterfact ytd night de but aiya no one going also then forget it lors . Should have gone ytd to butterfact just to see her cos she working at fash . SOBSOBS ! Hmmms ... im missing you so much right now , but do you know ? I dontknow how to let you know cos ... Just dontknow lahs . Only want you to know im here for you no matter what happens . My girl , jiayous okays ? iloveyou .
Love,
Derrick Minoru™
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7:59 PM
Sunday, August 8, 2010
KAOS ! Ytd at butter so freaking happening and packed . Didnt expect that to happen , but luckily i was at vip area so its better . Before going to butter I met Kristabelle for dinner . Initially was meeting for dinner but in the end only went to koi cafe to buy milk tea . Nice going out with , thanks for accompanying my boring evening . TONIGHT 1 more time at butter ! 3 consecutive days man , tiring lahs but i dont give a bloody damn also cos i wanna party to the max and forget all the unhappy moments . So painful to remember everything .. Going to smoke le , ciaos ..
Love,
Derrick Minoru™
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4:38 PM
Friday, August 6, 2010
Memories memories and more memories . What the fcuk is going on to me ? Why is my heart starting to waver ? I know its hard to forget but im really trying le . And now you appear , making my heart skipped a beat . I dontknow what to say . For you maybe enjoying your life to the fullest , im stuck here helpless . I know its totally impossible to say ' iloveyou' once again , but hope that at least i can be there for you when you need a listening ear .
I just want you to know : Im always here for you . Although i cant tell you how much i miss you , you still occupied my whole heart . Things that i did in the past was all my mistake and i didnt realise it till the day i lose you . Its so painful but i cant do anything much . I just wanna see you happy , thats my wish . Laopo , iloveyou ..
Love,
Derrick Minoru™
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2:07 PM
Today will really be a tirring day . Ytd whole day guard duty then today needa stay till close mass ! AHHHS , tired sia . Somemore tonight going butterfact , die liaos . Shack to the max . Ytd i received a surprise call from someone . I didnt expect her call at all as she hates me a lot . Somehow she found my facebook and get access into my blog .Well , thats where she got my number . Had a short chat with her , shes living a good life right now . All the best for her . Didnt had much sleep because of her . Every little memories between her and i resurfaced . When most memories resurfaced , beads of tears rolled down my cheeks . Its a silent sobbing as i dont wanna wake anyone up . Just hope that she last long with her bf and everything goes smoothly for her . Should i really let the past go ?
Love,
Derrick Minoru™
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10:13 AM
