Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Not going to post tomorrow bahs i think , so i try to post as much as i can today to make up for tomorrow if i didnt manage to post . Today just signed my off pass and im going on off tomorrow . Tonight im heading down to butter , cos its ladies night ! But i dont think i have the mood to club tonight , cos a lot of things happened . Today morning at about 1 plus , she helped me to tell Rosabel to stop pestering me cos im really suffering so much . I dontknow whether it is the right decision to say that to her but i guess now its gonna be this way . I got my answer too , she dont need me at all . Im just a toy to her , once again . What my friends said is correct , what for i hold on to this broken relationship when the other party has already given up . Miracles only happen one out of a million . After whole night of thinking , its time for me to really say goodbye to the one i spent 7 months on and move on with my life . My heart will ache and i will break down , but i know that i must be strong . There are lots of people out there that care for me and i cannot let them down . Jiayous to myself ! Gonna end here , ciaos ..
Love,
Derrick Minoru™
she told
the story ..
2:45 PM